life

is boring.
Today a package came for me from uk marked with "opened by Australia Post for inspection by customs.
I must admit, very efficient.
My laptop battery charger died. I almost died more! Then yr9 science kicked in and tada. Watching flashforward. Thats my life!

the ghost has come to haunt me =.=

so i was driving today at night around a church parking lot. After slightly bumping dads car, i started feeling eyes staring at me. it was dark and the church just felt like it housed ghosts. which lead me to think... where do ghosts sleep at night? im guessing close to churches =.= so please ghosts stay away from me im scared!!!

yeh and today i went on the road! i no i no, your probably thinking big deal but yeh first time.

also LOL i ordered a ddr dance mat off ebay and the first one came faulty. the arrow keys arent pointing to where they should be so theyre sending me a new 1. but genius me ^^ i just changed the program key configuration =.= so now i get 2 mats^^

2moro! my party :( too bad its wet weather, no more swimming but were still all gonna have a GREAT time!!! hopefully. food ddr movies nd chillaxing wif a wii. what more do you want?

have fun dudes! enjoy ur holz

the past has come to haunt me

i finally understand that phrase now...
rumours and lies stirred together with a pinch of drunk guys cause a lot of shit to come out of their mouths. possibly truths? shameful past doings you never thought would arise but has already spread far and wide. interesting and eye opening.

as a female, i once believed girls were the only bitchy back stabbing ones who gossiped and spread rumours so fast it arrived almost instantly via text from gossip girl. how i was wrong. we aren't the only ones who hang and chat about whos doing what and what not. sigh the one thing you can't change is your past. in this world there is no anti regret tablets and we all make mistakes however big it may be.

which leads me to... can one person truly completely know another person? i mean sure we can predict a persons reaction to things but thats only the outside physical. does anybody know another beyond the physical facts? do we all hide behind a fake image til were so used to it we dont even know ourselves? how much do i really know about my friends? how much do people really know about me?

well thats for me to find out and you to know

until next time...

^^

do i love it because u do?

ok so honestly, im procrastinating. Last HSC exam Textiles on Friday and here i am applying for jobs while ebaying.

right now:
- mixed thoughts
~ childish high school fight
~ sexual identity
~ study!!
~ post-hsc fun
~ there is no....you and i

time to study and fix this up..

xoxo
kk