Fool's dream

Letting your imagination run wild is the worse thing to do. i was a fool to think things would be this great, overcoming so many hurdles just to be each other's half. All a girl has is her manipulation, take that away and she is naked, in front of you with nothing to fall back on but the depths of despair.

Uncertainty.... frail and vulnerable. I am naked and bruised.

"don't do anything stupid" i hear?

who understands me but my own mind fabricating lies and retelling a story only to emotionally stab me more. pain. this is my way of getting over it.

except now i gotta think about pole....how am i to do my lifts and hold my body weight up with an open sore....

thank goodness for pole...

one of my idols....