Thursday, November 25, 2010

Change

Society is cruel to those who are different. For many years I have known to have friends is to hide your faults from he world and replace with a new face yet being the stubborn loser I am, I chose to stay natural. My stubbornness wasn't the reason. Its my inability to learn from my mistakes and Change to be a better person. In series and movies they say to love yourself and someone will love you but it's not always rainbows and butterflies with a happily ever after. Thus I have come to the conclusion that although I have close friends who will stick by me at all times, I've decided maybe it's time I tried harder to be more likable and approachable and selfless. A time for change

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

guys do not have the right to PMS

the PMS excuse is used too widely for women and MEN. i mean i use it during the appropriate time of the month but men ABSOLUTELY CAN NOT use that excuse. i get that theres times when ur just having a shit day but BLAME IT ON SOMETHING ELSE! not PMS

Friday, August 6, 2010

blank

like my thoughts as each possibility whizzes past me without a second of consideration.

gravity is pulling us away. neither able to extend the arm long enough to fully grab hold of what they truly want. test taste is more than enough for you yet i want more...

Thailand pills.... trust them! ditch them?

expectations high... dreaming of a fairytale which will never come

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

scattered thoughts

These couple of days has been hectic with all the assignments due one after another... now up to my last 1, i cant concentrate...
i keep wondering, what do i expect from him? why do my feelings of disappointment override those happy memories together?
I keep pushing it to go back to how we used to be but every time im willing to let go of what happened, something goes wrong and yet again... disappointment
Is it just me or him?
maybe i've been disappointing myself
like not starting the mgmt assignment earlier! wasted all last night and now =.= overwhelmed.
so much to do with uni i feel im drowning causing me to have disjointed thoughts like the scatter graphs i made for the stats project due yesterday =.=

moral of the story: don't talk it, do it.

Sunday, March 14, 2010

who am I?

loves Taylor swift :)

thanx sean for bday invite :)

wanna meet alison again!

bad addiction/s ;)

apologies to Taff for ditching her :)

excited about erica and jen's combined bday... birthday suit guys! :)

took awhile to realize how awesum and caring my friends are :)

carmen my crazy buddy. physical explosion upon impact :)

in search of me... help me?

Thursday, January 28, 2010

high expectations

in life we live and breathe by other peoples expectations and their perceptions of our actions. That is the rule, to judge and be judged. It will never be humanly possible to truly ignore the gossip and live in our own little bubble. This is the cold hard truth. There is no exception, only the rule...